NO WORRIES BE HAPPY!!

2011-02-26T21:41:00.007+08:00

TIME TO SAY GOODBYE!

Last day of my ipp.
Feeling so great yet there's another feeling deep inside my heart.
Three month of my attachment had just ended.
And, the next thing to looking forward is graduate.

2010-06-11T23:00:00.002+08:00

YAWN~ FINALLY 2-WEEK HOLIDAY STARTED FROM TODAY ONWARD! =j

Last day of the PCS Test, although I pass but I know I didn't do well enough.
Have been yawning in school often this week.
Been sleeping late, yet waking up early.
Fell asleep today when train back home and I got hit by something. =/
(I can't believe that I'll fell asleep inside the train.) OMG! "-.-

Been coming back home late recently.
Still wondering should I go clubbing tomorrow with sis. Hmm..

Anyway, there's some photo taken during this week and last few week. =)

DOUBLE L, L.

JIAMIN,LING, JOANNA, LINI & WEITING.

JIAMIN &LING

EI0809, Half class Gathering. =j

LING & JOANNE

Celebrating RUTH 21st bithday,
RUTH, LING, LINI, CHANEL, SHERILL, YONGYI, JOANNE & AIN.

2010-04-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

A GOOD DAY YET A BAD DAY T00!!!

School had started. And it just only the 2nd week .
How I WISH, HOPE, PRAY that time pass fast.
Been feeling so LOW and recently not in a good mood too.
Wanted to vent my anger/unhappy here, but I stopped myself for doing that.
As, I don't see the point to vent my anger/unhappy things here.

Been asking myself. Did I make a wrong decision?
Been asking myself. Did I really can forgive and forget?
Been asking myself . Do I really care so much?
Been asking myself. Do I really has to do all this things, when you don't appreciate it?
Been asking myself. Do you know how I feel?
Been asking myself. Where were you, when I need you the most?
Been asking myself. Maybe our fate had been ended!

I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME.
I HATE THE WAY YOU MISUNDERSTOOD ME.
I HATE THE WAY YOU DON'T CARE.
I HATE THE WAY YOU NEGLECT MY FEELING.

NEVER BEEN THE SAME ANYMORE.
SHE'S GONE! HE'S GONE! EVERYONE HAS GONE!.

2010-03-29T00:00:00.005+08:00

JIAN TING's 21st advance Birthday Celebration.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO BLACK-MEN!! ((:

Weihao, Weihao'gf, Wongmin, Weijun, linG, Yewliang, Junhao, tinG and Jianting

((:

Early noon, Meet up with Junhao & Weijun then we head to CDAN.
Saw B'day BOY, Yewliang, Wongmin, Weihao and his gf.
Played 2 round of bowling and we head to Safra Club to play pool.
After that we head to Jurong point to have Swensens for ours dinner.

Junhao, tinG, Wongmin, BIGBOSS & linG

linG & BIGBOSS

Im sorries to cause you misunderstood me and he.
I only treat he as friend but not more than that.
Just to said, All the best for you both!

With you, life's full of meanings.

2010-03-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

I'M SICK AGAIN!!!!!!
AND I NEEDS LOTS OF LUCKSSSSSS!!!!

Been feeling so weak recently.
Fever, Sore throat, cough and running nose has been finding me.
terrible, Terrible, TERRIBLE!!!

28th march going to celebrate WJT 21th birthday.
Well, I hope it'll be fun & a good gathering.
4 more days to goes.
I really hope my SF.
PRAY, PRAY, PRAY HARD!!!

为什么, 为什么 & 为什么???

为什么我们要经历过现在的感受才懂得对方的心?
为什么我们要等到失去了才懂得珍惜?
为什么我们要拒绝信任对方的心?
为什么我们要被取代才后悔?
为什么我们要经常吵架?
为什么我们要放弃对方?
为什么我们要有遺憾?
为什么我们要后悔?
为什么我们要做錯?
为什么我们要难过?
为什么我们要吃酸?
为什么我们要生气?
为什么我们要耍赖?
为什么我们要倔强?
为什么我们要流泪?
为什么我们要沉默?
为什么我们要伪装?

STUCK IN THE MOMENT-
I WISH I HAS ANY TIME, I WISH I HAS ANY PLACE.
IF THE TIME COULD GOES BACK, I will said I DOOOOO!

2010-03-10T22:00:00.010+08:00

UNFORGETTABLY DAYS WITH THEM!
I love you, my friends.

Im having my holidays now. While others having their IPP & FYP now.
This year will be a tough year for most of us.
It's a year that we need to be more independent.
A lots of us has been posted to different path and classes.

Im glad that I've some 值得的朋友.

Thanks DARLING CUTIES for the EVERY-THINGS & the TRUE HEART. You're never be replaced by others easily. A Sentence is not enough for me to describe on you.
Thanks ANGANG for the EVERY-THINGS.
Thanks BAO for always be there when I need. And the concern and understanding you've always been given.
Thanks PEACHTEA DIDI for the help always & You owned me a bottle of peach-tea.
Thanks GIRLF for the LUCKs.
Thanks 我的臭猪 for the helps always. And Sorries for always troubling you.

我的朋友们.
我爱你们也很感谢你们.
你们对我来说是很重要的.

就算很累很疲惫你们总是在我身边始终不变.
一起生活的学生时代虽然经常吵架.
我们就像铅笔和笔记本弥补了不足的空间.
天真的日子像昨天变成回忆.
你们是我的伙伴又是我的朋友.

一起等过的巴士一起伸过手.
用友情的礼物我们互相信任对方.
我的朋友们永远不要变.
跟你们约定的不管什么时候我们都要是超级好的好朋友.
就像 do re mi fa so ra shi do 不同的颜色造成的我们的话音和回忆.
我们要做永远好的超级好朋友!
超级好的朋友, 我爱你们!

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PEIYI, JIAMIN, JOANNA

LINI, JOANNE, JIAMIN, JOANNA.

Lastly, A small group photo taken with EI07&EI09 gals.

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Been troubling somethings. So vexed. Anyway, Im quite lazy to explain and explain. So I think it'll be better for me not to speak it up anymore, and time will prove that Im right. Even it doesn't prove, it's okies with me. And there's somethings I don't understand, why she kicked out 3gals in my group. Boring day tomorrow, I think.

Sometimes we can be more closer yet we need to keep a distance between it. Maybe that's the reason for protecting ourselves to get hurt. None of us wanted to get hurt after trying so much an give in, and we don't has the initiative to admit it. Maybe I should treat it as nothing happened.

Been telling myself to act strong in-front of you guys, and SMILE ALWAYS!
Will be meeting BAO next week.
I need to has some heart talk with / Update her before I went MIA.
23th march is an important date = DAD's b'day!

2010-02-11T21:18:00.004+08:00

等待真相大白.

LIFE IS SO MEANINGLESS WHEN I NEED TO ENCOUNTER MEANINGLESS THINGS!

Been a while since I last blog.
Finally Presentation had finally GONE.
SACP is a STRESS & TIRING module. CODING, Coding and still coding.
Three more tests to goes, before I has my 1month holiday.

I NEED to BE more and more independent once again.
DOWN Down down..........
I REALLY NEED it more than you.
Nobody know how I feel now.
And it's time for me to TREASURE ours little time together.

My feeling for now is like super DOWN...
I feel so stress and I feel like sharing.
But, My sis's out and she'll be back in the morning. =/

TAIWAN IN MARCH???
MAYBE??

2009-11-24T23:27:00.009+08:00

LUCKY 27&20!!

It's time for me to update.
Well, life has been going up and down. (Hais)
I'm still unable to confront this kind of things.
Been telling myself not to bother it anymore.
BUT But but..... I just can't leave/put it aside.
Just finished more than 3 test last week.
Yet now having more than 3 test on the this coming first week of DEC!! (shit shit!!)
What more, Science test's coming real soon. = STRESS!! I doubt I can do it.
Hais, anyway I'm quite contented with my last week test.(It's because I PASSED!)
I really hope I'll has enough time for everything.

Finally, I've catch up with PK(LP) just now. Just passed her thing, as it has been a month. Feel so guilty that I take/drag a month to meet up with her. Yet I feel happy for her that she's going to oversea on the first DEC. We've been talking non-stop when we mention about our primary school life which she said" I was once, hate her so much" (I can't remember). But in our secondary school life, we was close when we're in secondary 3. Feel so thankful to know you. There is someone told me before " She think that Singapore is a small country, And that's why we'll meet and become friend! (:

To Special person: No sure you guys will be seeing this post a not. But I want to thanks you guys for everything. Your guys never fail to give me your Support, Concern, Caring, Understanding, Trust and Smile. [SCCUTS ROCK!!]

A TRUE HEART is what I always wanted to get it from.
But, no everyone can afford to give either to accept it.

Feeling so sleepy now. YAWNnn O.0

2009-09-30T19:00:00.009+08:00

BOWLING DAY! (260909)

Was late for Jovain Birthday party.

It has been long since I play bowling at CDANS.

Although I know I don't has any talent.

BUT.. But.. but, I still get in third place. (:

Overall, FUN!

I'm waiting for my boss to give me my pay.

Hais, three more week left, before school re-open.

Heard my friend said this sem will be much more harder.

But, before school re-open.
-* Gonna meet up with my DC, AngAng, BB and maybe. Hmm.
-* Gonna enjoy my holiday trip.

If not, I don't think I've enough time for school re-open.

Because, PDI said I need to put lot effort for my PDT.

As, the PDT is getting nearer.

无法面对的3个字!

You Just Don't Get It, BOY!

It doesn't matter what you buy.

Money don't make the man.

But, you don't understand.

You acting like you can change my life.

Do you realize what a girl really wants and needs? Get a Clue.

Don't know why, you just don't get it.

You'll never know just what I'll really need.

Maybe I'm just too much for you.

Who know.

I've been keeping so much inside me.

My feeling, my emotions, my worries.

I got this fear, this worry, this insecurity.

But, I Hope, I Pray, I Wish everything gonna be alright.

Promised.

2009-06-29T22:00:00.002+08:00

Confuse.

爱一直都在!

Time to update.
Well, holiday had been extended to one more week.
Sound good, but I don't think so.
Lot of homeworks is waving at me NOW Now now!.

Watched Transformers on last friday.
Overall, not bad.
Frankly speaking, I'm touched by DD on that day.
He let me think that, that is possible thing in some way.
LU.

I feel useless when I encounter r/s problem.
I can't handle it well.
I just running away from the fact.
I don't has the 100% mind to accept the fact.
But still, I'll my best.
Not to hurt but to treasure.
Needs luck for everyday.

2009-06-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

After so LONG, Finally 2paper test, 1 Labtest and presentation is over.
Hopefully, I can pass.
I need lots of REST, after so many things.

And, Yeah!! It's Holiday now, FINALLY!
I've been waiting for quite LONG Long long.

Sometimes I really don't understand what you're thinking.
I don't know what's the reason.
I've been trying my BEST to believe in you, and giving you chance.
But I don't see any changes after giving you so many chance.

I'm ANGRY Angry angry!.
Yet, you people think that I'm kidding.

我们是不是变得太懦弱?
I NEED REST!!

2009-05-22T21:45:00.009+08:00

YEAH, FINALLY, test's OVER!");
SAD, STRESS tests coming up next week.

I don't like Friday lesson.~
I don't like programming.~
I don't like to calculate problem.~
I don't like networking.~
Hais, Three more week to go.

Tuesday, Skip my lunch.
Wednesday, Skip my dinner.
Yesterday, Skip my breakfast.
Today, Skip my breakfast.
What next?..

Recently, my attitude wasn't that good.
I don't know why I'll think that L really can take over your place in my heart.
It's werid and It's so impossible.

Will be taking out some time to meet Ant on weekend.
Hopefully, thing will goes well.
("I hope, Pray, Wish");

Sorries, J. I've neglect your feeling.
Was unable to be there when you really need.
I know I've disappointed you.
I'm trying hard now to prove that I do really care.
MeetUpnextWk.

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢!
我會用心的去愛, 不爲別的.
让我們努力来缩短我們的距离.

Maybe one day, I'll fall in love in you.

2009-04-29T20:00:00.005+08:00

是否该前进?

一起哭一起笑.

There's alot of thing that are hardly to forget & forgive.
I don't has the confidence to do it.
I'm so vexed and yet i can't said it out.
I'm so angry and yet I can't vent it out.
I'm so sad and yet I can't cry it out loud.
I'm so tired and yet I can't sleep well.
I'm so unhappy and yet you want me to entertain you.
You're cold and yet you're hot.
I'm in love with you yet I hate you the most.
I'm so disappointed in you.
I need time to overcome all this.

I've lost my smile.
I doubt I won't find it back.
Everything don't last long to me.

For those who don't know me well.
Please don't act like you know me very well.
I'm not that kind of person who will treated it has nothing happened.
I feel everything is so FAKE!!

Thanks MY DEAR, for always be here for me.
I wanna to update you more things.

因为你, 我会再次去相信!

People come and go.

Nobody will know what's their next step will be.

JIAYOU. JIAYOU, JIAYOU!!

2009-04-25T21:00:00.009+08:00

今天将會是最後一天.

-BWM- THL
我不懂, 为什么付出的在一天里面全落空了.

Sigh.

How I hope you're always BWM. -THL

2009-04-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

Few more days to go before school reopen.
Timetable quite alright. Nothing different.
Feel so stress now, hais.

Thing didn't goes well for me this few day.
No matter what, being low profile will still be my choice.
I won't regret for making the decision.
From the start, the chance it's already gone.
No matter how many chance you've given, I still never try to hold it tight.

你知道我会难过.
虽然最后的理由, 我们都以接受.
所以即使到最后.
我们还是要酷酷的去面对.
因为我们说过我们要勇敢, 酷酷的面对.

LUCK's NEEDED -

2009-03-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

微笑着加油!!
Luck's Needed!!

你说爱情像这样,
爱怎样就怎样.
我们总是有争吵,
到头来还是误解.
你总在三二一就忘掉.
我还以为你会懂,
到头来我还是强颜欢笑着.

2009-03-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

I LOVE (090309)! (:

Firstly, Mr.ANT called this morning.
Secondly, Saw MR.R outside BB this afternoon.
Thirdly, GOOD thing Happened this afternoon.
Only, MR.R know why.
Haa.

Holiday is started.
Time to Enjoy & Prepare.
LUCK is NEEDED!!! =x
Aww, Left one more week to go.

I'm a happy kid today! ((:
I'm a happy kid today! =P
I'm a happy kid today! =D
I'm a happy kid today! =B
I'm a happy kid today! :))
I'm a happy kid today! :]
I'm a happy kid today! [:
I'm a happy kid today! ^^

Okies, I shall stop here. xp

2009-02-06T22:54:00.006+08:00

你还不了解我吗??

You're the only one, I want to put inside my heart forever.

What I've think of something in this few days, it really happen.

Well, Finally I reliased/know something which is I didn't really want to get in more detail on.

And I reliased this sentence is true -> " If it's your, no matter what it'll be your.

BUT If it's not your, forever won't be your."

One man show is not needed. Showing off to other, and taking other people thing for granted.

In the end, the result won't be turning up good, either all of us will feel good.

Finally DE test is over. Hopefully I can get a Pass.

And it's time for a short rest/break, as tomorrow onward gonna study for 3 test.

Three major test on next following week.

Aww, SOoo STRESSSsss.

INNOP presentation was alright I think.

Just that i felt that cher didn't really understand what I'm saying about the game.

Repeat and repeat*.

Meet up with he on Wednesday, as usual meet at the same place.

And I was late again. Sorries!.

And for sure that I'll beat you one day.

I pray, I hope and I wish this kind of feeling is friend, no other.

What can I said is B and I really need "JIAYOU" this word.

Because of something, we gonna stay strong.

To B, Don't ACT strong infront of me k?.

Although yesterday we've a short chat, but I felt that you're just acting strong.

I hope the msg will cheer you up a bit. (:

GONNA STAY STRONG!!

2009-01-16T23:59:00.005+08:00

FULL OF IT!

1st post of 2oo9!!

I HOPE, I WISH & I PRAY this year will be a happy year for me.

One more week to CNY.

Holiday's coming!!

Didn't went to DE lesson today, because of my sick and tiredness.

Finally, three tests and one presentation had gone.

Next week is Csharp and CMath.

Sigh.

Frankly, I've been thinking should I change course.

Continue study or ?.

Hais.

It was GREAT to has a chat with my DEAR!

Thanks for the reminder, and the concern. (:

Being low profile & hiding everywhere is GOOD!. I LOVE IT.

SPECIAL: Recently, my attitude s....
I'm sorries for my nonsense.
Glad that you always be here for me.
Hold on, like what you said!

SLEEP, YAWnnn

2008-12-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

无能为力的决定是我的错!

EveryOnes has their limit.

Don't over it.

I don't know what's my next step going to be.
I just don't wish those thing to keeps repeating.
Remain the same is better or moving on.
I've been asking myself, but I don't seem to understand/get it.

Yesterday after chalet, Rush down to meet up with PK.
Sorries that I'm late, and keeps changing timing without thinking whether you can or cannot.
Because of me, making you so tired and rushing here and there.
But, Overall it's glad to chat with you.
Thanks for the advise and console.
You teaches me to see people from heart not by the face.
And lastly, Thanks for the DURIAN CAKE and P.

I HOPE, I WISH AND I PRAY.
That one day you will just give in one time, just one time will do.
I won't ask more in future.
But this time round, I really hope you're the one who willing to give in.

I have enough of this kind of nonsense.
What you said and what they said.
I'm getting real tired, tired.
I Hope You'll Trust me abit.
I Wish You'll Trust me More.
I Pray You'll Trust me and believe in me.
When you need me, you came.
When you don't need me, you put it aside.
What am I to you?
I know, I not good in express it out.
Doesn't mean that I I've no feeling.

I've been pushing myself so hard.
But, things just didn't turn up good/right.
When I'm in a down mood, you're not there for me.
Why? Did you know it make me feel like giving up.
J & AA was there to cover your place.
It make me feel that you're no longer the one I need most.
But you has a power to make me felt happy.
And, your concern can make me smile.

THIS YEAR DECEMBER wasn't that good.

Everything's so fake and Disappointed.

Everyone CHANGED!

What is my next step?
When I'm down, who can I go to?
LOST SMILE.

2008-12-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO!

Happy Birthday to BAO!. (same 91 yr old) (:
Hope you enjoy urslef with me on that day.
JUMP!!- , JUMP!!- , JUMP!!- .
Serect. :)

2008-12-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

I'M SO CONFUSE!

I'm so VEXED!

I'm so STRESS!

What shall I do?

What's my next step be?

Can I throw my rubbish here?

You don't seem to understand.

sigh.

2008-11-08T18:50:00.001+08:00

一天一点.

我却像空气被忽略.

无能为力重来的伤害.

突然很想, 很想, 很想 .

YAWNX3!! -

I'm soooo DOWnnX3!!!

Everythings need to deal with a FAKE smiles again and again.

Sigh!.

Today will be a tiring day, I think.

Gonna choing all my homework today.

As relative wedding is at tomorrow.

After so many thing happened, I've lost confident in myself.

Nothing going to change anymore.

Just that, I hope time will go faster.

I hope, I Wish, I Pray!!

Please, DO try to put yourself into other people shoe?

Don't everytime, is others who give in.

Don't you feel guilty?

To me, I don't want 2 side lose/quarrel.

So to make everyone happy, I rather be the one who give in.

Like what I always said " NEVER MIND, I ALREADY GET USED TO IT!"

Hopefully this time round, what I make this decision.

You won't make me fell disappointed.

Please don't take thing for granted!!!

Who will actually be there when I REALLY need?

2008-11-02T20:45:00.003+08:00

必要的时候, 我会再一次假装坚强的样子.

November - CAME, October - BYEBYE.
Test/Quiz has been coming non-stop.
Project's making me mad soon.
For some of the reason, I dislike last minutes thing!

不是真的快乐... 为何骗不过自己?
又再一次受了伤.
JW, again I'm sorries.
I know, You always choose to stay.
I should be thankful for everytime.
But, Iwas too dumb.
Even she/he think so.
And again,i need to Deal with a fake smile in school or outing.

2008-10-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

突然好想好想

好想好想

你!

Friday.
Went home straight after the lesson.
Din meet up with bao, as I wasn't free in the last minute.
Head down to Pk(lp) place to pass her present.
Have an 30min chat with her.
But, something happened in the middle.
And she know one of my weakness. (Jialat!)
Then she keeps frightens me and I was like half way through dead.
Overall have a nice chat with her.
Sorries, for skipping that topic.

Saturday.
Nothing much today.
Din wish to elaborate much.

Today.

Wasted trip!

I hope, I can forgive and forget.

Nowadays, have not been sleeping/resting enough.

Yawnn- Eye closing soon.

But, I need to wait for something before I can go sleep.

Yawn! I think I'll has less than 5hr of sleeping time. sigh!

I thought it's the better choice to throw here.
But, I was wrong.
Think, next time I need to find rubbish bin to throw. haa.
Althought I was curious, but I don't think I'll want to know it.

Don't know is better than you know.
Who actually will be here for me, when I need?

Stay strong is what I need.
Independent is what I need to learnt.
Moodless mood with a fake smile.
One step at a time?
Can I go though it?

最怕突然, 听到你的消息.

2008-10-18T23:08:00.006+08:00

...............

Who to you think I'm to you?
Please don't think that, I always wanted to patch back.
We know each other for 6yr plus, yet you trust more to your so call girlfriend.
Even JH.B, asked me. What happened. I didn't even tell he that it's because of your so call girlfriend who's doing something behind us. This is not the first time. Even FL.M and they said so. I bet you yourself know the reason. I don't think I've the right to said anything. You neglect ours feeling. Even JT.E, you also neglect him. To be frank, I hope you really has the sense of who's right and who's wrong. I not saying that, I has it. But what I know is No Ones is prefect. Every Ones has their limit. Don't over it.

Yes, I admit. I so vexed and fed up to know.
So how? Throw here, it's the better choice. ( I think.)
PTT, how i wish you're here.
But you've your own things need to vex. ='/
hais.

October's a STRESS month for both of us. November and December will it be better? I doubt.
2008 is a year that, I thought it will be a better year for me. But..

SL, Sorries that I didn't go to support you. As you know..
Sorries, for not attending for your celebration.
Hopefully, you enjoyed. :)

I'm sorries for keeps putting aeroplane on you. I didn't mean it.
I'm sorries, for not replying your message sometime.
Sometime, I do hope to has some freedom.
School works / their things already giving me stress and headache.
Now, you.. hais.
Please think for other too. Don't always think for your own.
What I want is Win Win solution.
Not Win Loss solution.
Don't take thing for granted.

2008-10-15T22:35:00.001+08:00

你是个一谁都无法代替的.

I'M SO DOWNnnnn.

Yawn,yawn- Sleepy.
Today lesson was quite good.
After lesson, went raffle to meet up with cousin.
And after that head back home to do homework.
=/ More homework's will be coming up.
STRESS! More and more thing need to face it.
I need to stay strong!.
I need to be more and more concentrate.

I'm stuck.
This few day, so stress.
In school/outside, I always wearing a smile.
Everything is turning in opposite way.
How come your word/name could make me smile once when I'm DOWNNnn.
Hais. GKM, how I wish we're still the same.
Hais. PTT, how I wish in your heart really still has me.
Hais. WJW, How I wish you didn't said those word.
Hais. How I wish everything could turn back.
It's too late for everything.
I'm Sorries.

Hias.

I find out that yar, cousin and friend are so curious in my love life.

But, I'm too lazy to explain to them.

2008-10-11T22:23:00.004+08:00

开始了该怎么去喊停?

该怎么学会去适应?

放开是你我最好的决定?

在一起分开了.

一开始的不快乐.

一路争吵的话题.

那时的候我们都不懂得珍惜.

我曾小心的收起所有回忆.

却总是忍不住的想起.

不是我不放弃.

是我该怎么学会去适应.

一个又一个被伤了心.

爱绝对能够动摇我们直到那一天我才相信这一点.

慢慢清醒时间过了走了.

爱情面临了选择.

这些年我们还留着回忆.

我懂我也知道你没有舍不得.

开心不开心一一叙说着.

过去的一切我都还记得我该怎么放开呢.

你不知道你对我有多么的重要.

你是一个谁都无法代替的.

你说我不该在这时候退后.

太多的伤痛会让人变深刻.

但我会用笑来伪装自己掉下的眼泪假装没事的.

我会逞强假装没事默默承受. 不用担心我会一直好好过的.

我好累!

我真的好累好累好累!

Sorries.
This is only the word I could said to you.
I Din mean for not..
I appreciate for what you've done.
It's my fault for dragging it.

2008-10-09T23:45:00.004+08:00

爱情面临了选择.

过去的一切我该怎么放开呢?

你不知道你对我有多么的重要.

我好累!

我真的好累!

YOU - " GREAT LIAR!!"

October Hi hi. September Bye bye. :)

Yawn- A quick update.
Something's always wrong, there's a line, an idea I can't get behind.
No one knows what's right.
So no choice blaming each other, I think.
It's not a choice that I made easily.

I know I got to face it, no matter what.
I was thinking, who will I run/turn to?
Who's going to take away the tears when I cry.
It ain't easy.
To face the truth.

I don't know, Is this call fate?
I don't know why, you can go to a better school.
But..

I've been trying to forgive and forget.

I've been telling myself not to think back.
I've been trying my best to do my part.
I've been telling myself to clam down.

As, it already a PAST TENSE thing.

But, the matter is I could forgive but not plus forget.

Timetable is out, don't think the timing start/end is good.
Having more than six module.STRESS!.
To me, Everything's like turning upside down.

HAIS.

钟诗蕾, I MISS SAYING THAT SPECIAL FRENCH WORD TO YOU!

THANKS FOR THAT POST. APPRECIATE IT LOTS.

WAA, AM I SO GOOD ?

DID I REALLY TAUGHT YOU ALOTS OF THINGS.

IF I DO, LAI LAI LAI, PAY SCHOOL FEE. haha.

WHY GOT SILENTNESS? lol.

ANYWAY, ONCE AGAIN THANKS. THANKS FOR THE CONCERN.

Well, lastly See you soon and See me soon!

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD SOMETHING!!

I BET YOU KNEW!!

CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY.

REMEMBER, MUST HELP ME WIPE MY SALIVER HOR!!

IF NOT GOOD, YOU GONNA DIE! =X

2008-09-26T17:14:00.008+08:00

我们之间都在逞强的微笑着!

属於我们的的那片天空, 你是否能夠給我.
你没变,我没变我们到最后才懂得堅持这一点.
你的小心,我的小心
我们谁会先鼓起勇气.
你我都說分開是一種解脫.
害怕是我们唯一的错.
不确定我们还能够撑多久.
我一直以为我们应该诚实的面对.

在这场爱情里的拔河.
责备什麼人也没有用了.
你我都选择了放弃.
我知道人无法决定会为谁动心, 但至少可以决定放不放弃.
我觉得我是应该面对了.
我会笑著对你说我会过得很好.

[A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z]

Yawn- It'll be a long post, I think.

Holiday's less than a month now. It's mean soon gonna go back to school again. Things around us will start to change when school start. Hope everythings can goes smooth. And, need to be more concentrate for next sem. This is what I promised you. A lots of thing had happened in this few week. And it's makes me think that there's really miracle is this world.

People always look in what they get from return.
They didn't realise that they've already neglects those who put in alots effort.

I'm not going to help anymore.
I do care, I really do.

But do you care?

I don't know. Maybe you do, maybe not.

Again.. Thing happened again.
Need to find a place to keep.
I hope you don't make the same mistake.
Do think twice before you make any descion.
After those thing happened, I'm too lazy, tired to tell you anymore.
Since you don't care, why should I bother.

Giving an excuse can't solve everything!!
Those words are not important to you anymore.

Just because of you, I feel so dumb.
No matter start/end repeated.
We'll still argued over trivial stuffs.
"Face it. Rather than running away".
This's what most of you been telling me.
After that matter, I've already make up my mind.

Its doesn't matter anymore, for you/me.

Things are different now.

I admit. It hurts sometimes.

But what's done is done, and I guess it's time to let GO!.

One thing is for sure is, To you/To me we're already PAST TENSE!

2008-09-10T08:55:00.004+08:00

原来爱情是需要奇迹的!

Hais, Sick on monday.

Yesterday went to see doctor for fever,vomit and...

Doctor asked me for tooking a injection.

And she said stomach pain is due to irregular meal and so on..

Thought of goint to school to pass Miss Chin for something.

But, not feeling well. Then called Miss Chin for passing her the thing lastest by today night.

Then, she's good enough to give me the last date due on next Fri.

When she heard me sick. As, she's sick too!.

Think maybewill be seeing doctor tonight again. =/

And 2nd Pay's coming soon. ^^

送我回家的路上你说我沉默的不说话.
你说你从来没怀疑过我
谁说我放不下谁说我不能去原谅

谁说我没长大谁说我不够坚强

就算受了伤我也不会害怕

虽然有时候还是会想他.

可是,我想我明白了.

我会/要牢牢的记住你微笑的侧脸.

我说了离别不会伤悲.
这是我对你唯一的欺骗.
我相信说过了再见一定会再见!

I was too naive to believed what you've been saying.
I wish I could fly away but instead
I kept my tears inside because i knew if
I started I'd ...

2008-09-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH ZHU JIEJIE!!

2008-08-30T23:40:00.004+08:00

失望的微笑

Sometimes i feel weird. But no matter what, I'm glad that you took the initiative to ask me out for lunch during my break. After yesterday talked with sis, I think I've make up my mind. Just that I need to find a right timing to settle it. Hopefully, until that right timing I'm still able to settle it well.

Sometime talk/thing could make me felt regret for making this kind of choice. I blame myself for not treasure you well enough. I've lost too much chances that you've given me since secondary times and in Ite times I'm still struggling for something. Sometime I'll think, izzit because of the third party? So we break our promise easily. Then again and again, we find excuse for ourself. I can't deny that it's my fault for not treasure you well enough, I should has explain everything clearly and not running away for that matter. ADAYALWAYSREMEMBEREDBYME -21Nov.

Maybe, I really need a break..

这伤害象火灾.
想不到我们还是走到悲哀.
借这场大雨让自己逃走.
学会宽容懂得放手.
未知的前路壤我慢慢游走.
用一段感情还一个朋友.
每一句再见割一道伤口.
躺在万劫不复的街头.
微笑的对你Say "Good-bye".

2008-08-23T12:22:00.009+08:00

MISSION FAILED!.

Yawn~ Yawn! YAWN- TIRED.
Recently, didn't have enough sleep.

So... I'm going to has a fast update, before I hop to my bed.

Hopefully, the week after next week outing with Family & relative,

I can enjoy myself.

As, we 're celebrating Ah zhu jie b'day outside the singapore.

Between us,
No matter what have happened to we.

Life still goes on.

Study/Work is still part of ours life.

Just that we're acting STRONG enough to overcome those things.

Because of you, I've changed.

I've start to has the same interest as you and...

Nowdays, your word are mean alot to me.
\-A fake smile deal with the side effects.\
回忆过去看你微笑的摸摸我的头.

完美并不完美.
无心的伤害却伤害了.
我没有你以为的那麼的洒脱.
我还没有勇气想得太多.
你不是我你怎么能体会,
请你听听我的真心话.
To me, 没人能取代你给的一切,
我们的回忆和你,
是多么的珍贵!!

Was out at 0645 this morning. Went to a place that's FULL of Y&L 回忆. The First step i step in, my mind was full of the of ours achievement, happy and sad scene. If time could turn back, i hope I can go through it and get a gold medal for you. Felt DOWNdowndown after going there, and it's good to walk under the rain after you're in a low mood.

Went to see firework with Girlfriend, Honey nana, Dearest Bao and Ch.

Well, Overall still not bad. =)

As before meeting them having some argument with someone.

After that Went home.

Yawn- I going to sleep.

As nowadays, my sleeping time was taken by C.

Felt so stress.

Should I go? or Shouldn't I go?.

Run away from fact or facing it better?

2008-08-07T20:00:00.003+08:00

I not perfectly fine.
I'm so DOWNDowndown-
Hopefully, everything I can take it.
I don't wish to elaborate much here/ to people.
As, I find it's hard for me to said it out.
Alots of thing has been kept inside my heart.
I hate for knowing so much thing that i DON'T wish to know.
And, It's hardly to find a right/comfortable person to talk to.
Then I need to find a place to store inside again.
I wonder how many space I still can store inside.
Sometime, not that i don't want to said out.
Is like sometime, you make me think that you'r not..
hais.

All I need now is a peace place.
A peace place for me, to think.
Alots of people said, Forgive and Forget.
But, it easy to forgive and it's hard to forget.
And said is more easy than do.
If thing can be forget so easy, how good it will be.

It takes the courage to start.
Some people change and some just won't.
Promises break and lovers will lie.
Tears are drowning our heart
I need you to tell me what is our next step.
Would I ever trust you the same just like before.

It's just don't makes sense to me when you don't trust.
Never ever doubt my mind.

Between us, we need trust, faith and respect.

If you think you can't trust/can't have faith on/can't respect.

Then, it'll be hardly for me to said anything anymore.

But....

ICAN'TDENYYOUSTILLSTUCKINMYHEART!

No matter what.

I won't/wish believe what he/she said.

I believe and has faith on you.

As, i know you won't let me feel down.

What you've said to me, I'll treat it REAL.

Exam's coming real soon.

No more PSP, Comic and Dreaming.

sigh.

Hope everything don't turn bad..

GOODLUCK to myself!. ^^

2008-07-30T23:55:00.009+08:00

这次一定要到永远!

YAWN- Yawn- yawn!!

July's is going to end, as August's is coming real soon.
July's isn't a Good/Bad month for me.
Just that I've tried my BEST to DO it and GIVE in.
Hopefully every-things will be alright.
Finally, Dad is coming back soon. =D

C# lesson was fine. As nothing much. Think my project should be alright as, cher didn't mention my name. After C# lesson, we ahead to library to rush our flash project. To be frank and for some reason, I really dislike last minutes work. As need to rush. Presentation wasn't good as I don't have voice to spoke out. Cher kept asked me to repeat again and again. The WORST thing is I can't heard what she said, when she ask me question -.- . hais, now left only C#. After C#, two more important Exam and I'm FREE!!. Haa.

Was sick.sigh. I always get sick during project time. lolx. Mum kept complaint that I didn't has enough sleep and rest. As i always sleep at 2am. =x Ahem, actually I'm STRONG, not weak. =x

Things kept repeating non-stop. There's a lots of things that I don't understand and is hard for me to understand. TIRED!!. Hopefully one day it can be settle smoothly without anyone getting hurt and everyone is happy with their choice. For Some of the reason, I find N really a BM!. C really SLH. L really MFG. lolx. Tomorrow NO school. ^^

hais.
Patch? izzit what you and me want?

Around us, a lots of them patch after that they break after that they patch again.

Do we need to follow their step?

I have been thinking this.

Everything Start on 14April, End at 29July.
I missed the way you touched my head.
I will never dare to forget.
You will never know how I felt regretting on that matter.
All you know is, IDON'TCARE.
Not that i don't care.
Is I just can't express my feeling out.
INEEDYOUNOW?

DO I?

Time to sleep, as i think the medicine start work now.

Feeling so tired and stress.

Everythings is like a DREAMmms??

2008-07-20T00:20:00.005+08:00

我搞不懂, 我们到底怎么了.

你让我变得憔悴.

Friday- 180708.
Today wasn't a GOOD day for me.
As, THREE things have been happened badly today.
I won't mention all, as it'll be a long post.
Maybe it's better to keep all inside my heart.
Should try it next time.

First, Lappy's sick. Take to help-desk there RE-format.
All my things and SCHOOL works... all GONEGonegone!!
Without saving inside thumb-drive or backup. (COOL right!!)
Was telling Joanne that I'm real down. As, all my things gone.
But, still I manage to smile & be mad during the 2hr re-format time.
LOlx. ATTENTION: PeiYi & Joanne likes to flush the toilet bowl.
That Joanne keep flushing the toilet bowl while I'm talking to JW in the phone. =.=!

TEST = sigh!
Not going to continue it..
Finally this week end.
Next is to prepare for project presentation and...
Then the Most important test.
And One more most important exam.
After that's HOLIDAY. ^^

After School Went to meet Sis, Pk, Amanda, Wm, Fy, Yl.
Have a gathering with them at Lot1. =D
After that home with Sis.

I struggled for something to say.
When I really need your concern, and to be here.
You just ain't here with me.
The person who is here with me, is not you.
That make me think that our fate is getting...

"Scarification brings HAPPINESS & PEACE"
Finally, I know how/what this feeling is like.
It's doesn't feel good at all.

2008-07-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

是你改变我.
我可以永远,假装什么伤都没有.
失望的微笑.

June Gone.
And, Here come the JULY.
Its already 2nd week of July.
Test has been coming non-stop.
Hopefully next week, everything can goes smoothly to me.
(MOST important week = MOST Stressful&Nervous week)

Tomorrow=Pay day!! ---> ^^ (hee)
Think Saturday mostly will be working again.
As, No matter how I try/how busy I'm.
Thing just cant get off my mind.
No ones understand how its feel and what rubbish I'm talking about now.
There is a lot of things that i hardly get to understand.
So forget it. Sigh~

2008-06-28T02:00:00.001+08:00

我撑得过去,请你相信我!

Friday lesson was always so GOOD!
Morning IC lesson was alright.
After that is MP lesson.
Cher talk about 30min and we'r off.
Left 4hr plus before our CM start.
Thought of going home 1st but then,
There's a gal call J didn't want me to go home.
As she know i'll be sure meeting her in classroom rather than meeting at causeway. In the end we brought our stuff and head to north or south canteen to eat so call an late breaksfast/ early lunch.
After school went to meet MICHELLE & ANNA.
JJ taking the same train with me.
He said i now look more engery/power with my new hair.
If not last time that hair looked sleepy and so on... =.="
Many people saw = many comment. lol =x
Well, around 0845-0900 we took train home.
.... Girlfriend & Anna Please CheerUp! .... =)
Went home then put down my stuff and went downstair again to meet up with PeiKim(LP).
As She passing me things. So we chit-chat and took some photos.
So we was like quite disapointed for something.
And Finally, before she going for her operation i manage to make her smile once.
Hopefully everything to her goes smooth.
After that went home around 11plus.

Mood wasn't that good.
Worries about Friends and lots of things.
Regrading the that thing, i don't think it's needed anymore.
Haa, no matter what i'll still SMILE- althought different thing keep coming on.

Time for study! =/

2008-06-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

就算再多大的挫折再怎么伤心, 我也要懂得对自己说："我撑得住也看得开!!"

This few days have happened quite a lots of thing.
Really no point saying it out.
I don't felt good after saying it out. (我撑得住的!!)
Maybe i find the wrong person to talk to.
Or maybe i wasn't concentrate for what she was saying to me.
Well,I hope things will go smooth to me.

Thanks to my DAD!!
Because of my DAD, i can sleep late almost every day.
But someone is sad as nobody to talk too. =X
Quite surprise that i passed my Internet computing. (it makes me smile once. Finally!)
Have PCMP test today, i think mostly will fail.
TIRED- it's like every-week has test and presentation.
Some more need to rush for project.
Next week gonna die le. (我撑得住的!!)

ICan'tBelieveThatI'mTheFoolAgain!
I really Can't take this madness anymore.
Sad/Happy - it need to depend on you.
All I know is I Try and try so hard.
If you don't' know me at this point.
Then I highly doubt you ever will.

我会倔强的说不痛,倔强的说真的不难过.
笑着和你挥挥手,假装什么伤都没有.

2008-06-13T23:15:00.004+08:00

School gonna re-open soon. sian.
How i wish time will stop at 12am.
Anyway, Watched kung fu panda with mum my sis.
Not a bad show. :)

Hais.
I'm not a toy/thing whose you can pass its around.
I'm a human, who has feeling.
I don't understand.
Proof? Does your proof help you find out the answer you want?.
Why do you want to compare, izzit that's so important to you.
Well, i don't know maybe that make you feel safe.
What have done, its already done.
No point forcing each other.
I choose not to ask JH for what has happen.
As, not matter what, Everything still gonna be the same.
_____________________________________

[14*05]
我想要的是你的承诺, 不是你给的愛!!
我承认我对爱情有点顽固.

每一次相聚, 不可思議點滴在心底.
不是你给得不多, 是我不知道我要什么.
我知道我们心里, 住着伤口,现在说句话就弄痛一边.
如果某天能再相遇, 我希望你能对着我笑!

因为你给我的天空有点灰, 诺言一点点摧毁.
我不确定我的笑容, 还能够撑多久!!
我要停止,不在让谁触动我的心!.

这次你一定要直到永远, 因为这次是你给我的承诺!!.

Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong.
Wont take long for me to move on.
No ones will understand how i feel now.
No matter what,「I'll Play Hard & Never,
Fail to SMILE infront of You&Others !」
失望的微笑
I needs LUCKS!!

2008-05-19T21:30:00.001+08:00

YAWN~ =.= Time for update blog, as I've not been update for the last few day. And it'll be a long long post. (:

YAWN- Frankly, MAY is not a better month for me, as there is quite alots of things happened recently, its have turned more worst. And I've not been getting enough sleep for the last few week. And there's a BAD Gal call NORA WONG, whose has been waked me up when I'm still inside my dream. Its not the first time already. (NORA WONG i want to kill you!! =X Actually, I'm quite miss the life in ITE! As, there's is alots of thing at poly that cant find.) Well, i think i need more time to get use to all the things. School was so stressful for the past one month. Hope i can get use to it fast.

Been meeting Girlfriend, Ting ting and nora for the last two day. Overall = It's fun to meet them up! Thanks Girlfriend for opening her ear for me. Yesterday, Mr.Yar was there too. It has been quite long since i last saw he.=) Friday, after school went to meet BAO for awhile. Its quite funny, as i keep complaining to her that this bag is too big and so... Although it just a while, but I'm glad to see her. (:

Well,i just realise one thing. I dont wish to believe also can't. Guy are really very hard to understand. I don't know why you'll think it that way. Don't compare yourself with he. Promisearemeantobebroken. It won't have another promise again. Don't because of finding your important PROOF, then hurt people heart.
________________________________________

BAO BAO,

don't always ask me to take care or.., you too remember!! Don't stress too much, try to relax and I'll always be here for you!, when you need me. you must JIAYOU&GOODLUCK for yours "upcoming test/exam and presentation". I believe in you. (:
________________________________________

NORA WOnG,

same as you!. TakeCare of yourself and Don't stress too much. Just like every time you do the, got anything just call me and I'll be your listener. Although i cant promise you I'll be a good listener, but I'll try my best. Glad to see you last two day. JIAYOU&GOODLUCK for yours "upcoming test/exam". I believe in you. (;
________________________________________

Anna, Ting ting-

I'm fine. No worries for me k?. Same to you, got anything can talk to me anytime. Remember don't stress too much. As a day pass and it came another new day. Hope everything will be smooth to you!. Glad to see you last two day, Anyway- I'll always be here for you!, when you need me. JIAYOU&GOODLUCK for yours "upcoming test/exam". I believe in you. =D
________________________________________

MichzPan, Girlfriend-

Been Seeing you the last two day. Well, what can i said is " it's COOL" to see you. Hee, I enjoyed. THANKS!. DO remember to have your 3 meal in a day. Sleep early if can!. Because, my mum mum said always turn in late will become baby panda. =X lolx. How i wish i could kick all your problem/fan nao far far away. So that, you will has more rest space. Anyway- I'll always be here for you!, when you need me. JIAYOU&GOODLUCK for yours "upcoming driving test, I believe in you. :)
________________________________________

Hope everything will goes smooth to everyone around me!. :)
Time For bath.

2008-03-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

如今此刻的我,的确是有一点疲倦! 但是我会笑, 我会笑!.

Quite surprisin tat CBW called me last nite, cuz it already quite a long time we din contact each other. He ask me to go his there to work. LOLx. And sumtime i do really believe FATE!!(secret)... haa. Anyway tink March should be a busy month and a year which i drink alot red wine. hee

Last wk went to ECP for 4N1 class gathering. At first din really wanna go cuz lazy summore plus tired, but they said it'll be the last gathering for 4N1 cuz guys are going to Ns or Police force in march or april time and it'll be hard to meet up. So no choice, went down there with sis, Pk(lp), LF, & WM. Reach there saw HB and Guys are preparing. So while they preparing we gals sitting down to chit-chat. After that ofcourse is their favouite = Photo taking. lol,..... After tat went home at ard 8. Well,我会记住这份友情永远不会忘记. This day is forever keep inside ours heart, jus like Pk(lp) said "the day we used to cheat during tests, sleep, chat and fight never be forgotten."

我们的故事真难忘,
太多的回忆和希望,
不管它有多疯狂,
我愿意一生收藏.

或许我想得太多,
让自己好累,
就怕这个不对,
那个不对,
做的不对,
爱的不对,
失去了信心面对自己!.

2007-12-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

放弃一切

YAWN, Yawn, yawn....

Nowadays was like super tired. Although it's holiday, but still din have the time for everything. Things happen so sudden... Everything was like a dream.. Sighs. Tink Tmr wont go for SS gartherin. No mOod plus.. hais.

Went hospital fo sumthing. After tat cant tahan jiu went out awhile to have sum fresh air. =.=' What i can said is i don like the air there. Hope tat is my last wk to go there. =)

Last wk went to sentosa to celebrate bao bao early b'day. Yawn- well, tinK nxt post will upload sum pic.

TIRED, Tired, tired..
Time for makin Dream. =)
GooD nitex to Myself!

I wearin a Smile.

2007-11-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

为何总是在犯错之后, 才肯相信错的是自己.

So long din update le, so i'm here to update. well, nowadays got so many things need to do. no sure whether those important stuff still in my brain ma. sighs. feel so TIRED n STRESS!!. Exam,Phase test n test pls go far far.. =x

Finally everything goin back to normal nowadays, 1 thing has been settle. other wan i hope to leave it aside n if can i hope to forget it. don wish to tink those thing anymore. =)

Well, tink i gonna stop here. cuz i still need to practice my phase test.
& thanks for sumone JIAYOU!. =D

U'll nv notice it, I'm jus wearin a smile infront of u. for the sake of everyone moods i'll always wearin a smile infront of it. cuz it's my job. =D

被人看穿的心情，感觉真叫人难为情.
雨水泪水, 在我的脸却一点点也没有感觉.

2007-09-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

~If I Could Escape I Would!
I Didn't Mean For You To Get Hurt

Watch 881 wit my parent n sis. the show quite nice but the endin not really very good. Yawn~Holiday start it mean soon we gonna go back school to do our last project.hais. nowadays things not goin very smooth to me. well,no matter wat still nid to go on.sian. Finally we'r back to normal.Gonna play PSP soon.

Well THANKS to the 3 problem.-
Tink i've grow more n more brave. Shall not elaborate it le.

well ppl like to find an excuse to cover their mistake. they din noe tat it already hurt other feelin by not sayin de truth. when they noe, it already too late cuz they cant change de fact. Nora nw u noe y i ask u don do thing u will regret.~.

Everything Start at 27Jan07~
A day to b remenber always!

2007-08-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

有很多不能说的秘密!

Well, tink i better update if not ltr ahem*.. Everything is hard to said to me now, so...

Well, Phase Test for tis week is over, hope can pass. =P Nxt test is comin soon. sigh, nafa test is on nxt tue, need to run n jump. hais. Hope everything will be goin smooth for nxt week.

Well, abt de 17July thing wat can i said is tis word "BECAREFUL". Sometimes, it's not that I don't wish to share. Sometime said out it will.. that cause i don't know how to speak up. I find weird if I go telling people about thing. Jus like i cant go around tellin ppl abt tis thing and tat thing. SO weird.

When i've decided to do so, i WILL.

Give me sumtime to think abt it.

I Promise i wont run away.

I'm serious tis time.

只是想听一听风的声音

眼泪却变成爱你的证据!

Tears Please stand by.

Do i Feel Regret?..

2007-07-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

谢谢你那些年, 为我付出.

我们都需要一个借口.

强忍着不曾回头!.

Time to update. Yawns-. Was being force by NORA WONG & JANICE. ~` Suprise to c urs name up here? =). lolx Alway complain i nv update. =X 'BAD DAR DAR~ & BAD DA DE!'

Well, School hai hao. tink next week we gonna do our video project. Donnoe wat to blog already. My mind now is totally Blank. How come?. At 1st my mind was full wit all de stuff. Now totally gone. Sighs~.

Well well, alot of things happen. Jus like Ben said it's fated, and REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, IT HAPPENS FOR A REASON. Well, it make sense. Sorries, for not meetin u up.

雨水, 泪水

在我的脸

却一点点也没有感觉.

~ tired, Tired, TIRED!

I Jus Don Understand, Tired of all the things!.

2007-06-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

~好累好累!!

这到底是为什么

放不掉忘不了

YaWns ~ I'm TIRED! YAWNS~. Tis few days was quite tiring. Din have enough sleep.=/ Shall not elaborate much on it. Well well well, alot of things happen tis few days. I really need a pair of ear. =/ jk

Well, alot of things have change & happen. sigh. Since tat things happen, all of us can feel tat our gap are getting bigger. But after all, last few day we keep hangin out, our gap are become smaller. =) Well, after so many things have happen, get to noe some new ppl. They'r friendly & nice only left the Rose, dunno wat B.. & Lily or whatever, they'r not friendly. When they call Rose, they sing a song. lolx. Anyway 2day i've fun wit u guys. Cuz the B.. was not ard, and we get to joke, and play ard awhile. Overall a happy day 2day!.=B

Well, tis fri tink will be meetin Beng. lolx Everytime said hao le, den me always last min cant make it. Hope tis time really can meet up. =D Lolx, heard they said nxt wed we can noe our grade. Woo. Fankly I'M scared!.

Everythings will end soon. Not matter wat the nxt things will be comin up, I'll bare it. Well things jus start/end as its like. Toward you, ....... i really don noe how to said up. I WAN AN ACCURATE ANSWER!. Can you? sigh.

If you win your love
I'll feel better on my own
Leave me alone

如果一切都不说

2007-06-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

~ 我承担不起你的承诺!

消失的下雨天, 我好想再淋一遍!

Finally exam is over. The next worries is whether Pass or Fail. SIGH~ better put in aside =). Holiday start, should be enjoyin now. But i feel tat izzit good to enjoyin holiday while puttin Everything aside?. Hais.

Sometimes, I dont really know how to said up things.. What I can said is Everything was jus too fast for me. I'm gettin tired of those problem. One case gone another come the next. Problem come non-stop, will I become more and more strong&brave?. No one can give me an accurate answer, cuz thing will change no matter wat.

Someone tell me : When problem came u must face it, don run away. From tat time u start to run away, u already hurt de person who ......... u. Everything have the START&END!. Althought it sound quite true, but when u'r the one who'r rejectin someone, mayb u wont feel this way. Dont said thing, like u understand me&my feelin toward this kind of thing or whatever thing. No one know how I feel. Whatever it's, I know I need time to find the answer. And still time. Sigh~

There is someone who keep tellin me "不要假装坚强,想哭就哭吧". But, .... Hais.. Whose knows?. No one knows?.

I Never meant to be cruel!.
I Never meant to hurt you!.

~故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜!

我一定会让自己, 假装很坚强!.
Everything is fated!

2007-05-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

"我们都太年轻, 把爱情当作是个游戏机! "

Time to Update, if not i donnoe when i'll b updatin again. Tis few day has been thinking about sumthing. Nvm, din wish to mention it, (still can control). HiaZ, tis few day alot of ppl mood oso not very good. Mayb because of de hot weather or watever. Tis few day really very HOT!. heex. Exam & test are comin, need to put those thing down and concentrate on study le. Sianx, hais althought now chatting wit tat sumone. But tat sumone always make wanna go and knock de wall. But still glad tat, tat sumone got tell me sum information so mayb can go very smooth about.... BUT BUT, i still hate tat sumone, Cause tat sumone bully ME!.

Sumtime i find out tat it's realli hard to smile infront of ppl when ur mood are not very good. LOLX. HopE everything can go smoothly!. GOOD LUCK to ALL!.

当你爱我, 我掉头. 当我掉头, 你难过. 当你难过, 我变得软弱.

要怪只怪我们都太年轻, 把爱情当作是个游戏机.

不应该靠近, 才不会动心!

JUST WE TOGETHER!!.

Waiting..For..That..Day..To..Come

2007-04-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

YaWn~.. EYE swollen again. Who fault?? It's his fault. Tis is wat he teach me. lolx. He said blame him when u alway encounter an problem... it made u feel better... (quite LaME!!) Anyway I Don feel any better. -_-".. Today lesson was alrite, nothing much. Exam coming real soon, DIED liao.. i'm still not in the study mood.. lolx.. =)

Things for me now wont tat good!.. Nvm no matter wat unhappY thing i wont b mention here. will try to control it!. =)

HOHOHO!! GoNNA SmiLE aLWAYs.

TiME to rest!
TiRED!! =/

Promise.. Are..Mean..To..Be..Broken

TIRED!!

2007-04-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

3rD Day of school was quite alrite. Everything still the same. Jus tat school re-open all the bad thing will suddenly appear in my mind. Saw Mac Mac, HLay and KK at jurong there but din have the chance to talk to them cos they was in a rush. =) On the way back saw YL. lolx. Donnoe why today keep seein ppl.. lolx. HaiS, after 1mth n 1week+ gonna has exam.. Tired!.

I have decided from the nxt update onward i not going to emphasize all those unhappy thing here. Will try to control myself to bare it, in my heart, if got 1 day really cant bare it tink i gonna go a place tat can make me clam down. hee. LOLx.

"______________________

Never Say I Love You

If You Really Dont Care

Never Talk About Feelings

If They Aren't Really There

Never Hold My Hand

If You Are Going To Break My Heart

Never Say You Are Going To

If You Don't Plan To Start

Never Look Into My Eyes

If All You Do Is Lie

Never Say Hello

If You Really Mean GoodBye

If You Really Mean Forever

Then Say You Will Try

Never Say Forever

Cause Forever Makes Me Cry

"________________________

When things haben happen, 你却不好好珍惜!!

到了一些事情后, 你却后悔来找我!!

如果真的遇见你,

我会发着呆,

对着空气瞎微笑!

折好了伤心, 明天只和快乐出去!

PROMISE.are.mean.to.be.BROKEN!!

2007-04-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

lolx. Actually today din feel like update cos of sumthing plus my eye swollen cant see properly. sian. hehe `[ 020407~ a day for de 3 gal!] " 020407" a DATE for me to REMENBER ALWAYS! , n don worries i wont forget de =D. heex. be sure u both don forget, if not i'll kill u worx keke.. hoho~`

Today actually got go out wit ahem. But suddenly start to rain heavily plus i has sumthing on, & i don like rainin day go out so i tell ahem tat i not goin. sumtime thing jus cant get smooth. Since u said it out, y not i jus accept it.

Sumtime i'll tink tat whether i'm doin rite ma? But today thing i get to noe 1 thing. It's when u said out a word u MUST take responsible on it. DON said out le den aft tat take it back. cos when u said out tat word u already hurt sumone DEEPLY! don always last min den u realise u'r wrong, it's already too late. not matter u said how many time sorry or beggin tat person it's already too late.

U din really understand me.
When u said out tat word everything was already end!
No matter what u said, It already END!

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Tis SOng suit what i wish to said!,

"Leave Me Alone"

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it doneWhat an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of wordsI'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of wordsI'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

If you win your love

I'll feel better on my own

Leave me alone"

GAME OVER!

我一定会让自己 , 假装很坚定!

2007-03-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Went Woodland wit BAo, Da Sunnu, Nora & WJ we goin to libray there to look for YOGA information, But too bad cant find anything. So we went off. lolx. we talk Sumthings, n it make me & Da Sunnu fan!. It's like no matter wat we choose oso not right. hais. HaiZ..
_____________________________________________

To ME :
`Everythings has change??...
`Time really can heal our pain ma??...
`Time really can help us solve our problem ma??...

U always said To Me :
`What Has done it's already done no point turning back...
`What the most important thing is CHERISH what u have now & don regret it..

But to me , is hard..........
I really can Smile infront of u again?..

TiRED !IT time to PlaY GamE..
NiTE!>.P

Way back to de sad & unhappy drain.

2007-03-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning meet Wei jun go school. On the stop of BB sumthing happen, saw two guy was frighting, alot of ppl was seein them. 1 is standing outside the train other 1 is standing inside the train, bcos of sumthing happen so they fright. Fright really can solved problem??!~ after tat meet Anna at jurong. Was not feelin well, Lesson was as usual. hais, next tue have IT test. sian test again =.=! . After tat we went out to have our lunch. after lunch we went back to school to have our DMT lesson. And yuP, tis fri n next mon not DMT practical lesson, can went home early. =P hehe.

_______!!!____________!!!_____________!!

don put 0.01% of hope on me, cuz mayb i'll be disapointed u!!

I cant confirm wit u anything, in future or now!

cuz i really HATE being FORCE by sumone* or sumthing*.

Ur word to me is full of STRESS!!.

I feel tat sumtime if we bare sumthing, we'll feel terrible cos we'r trying to keep sumthing in our heart. Said out?? , or not said out??.. when we said out it's jus as an excuse, it only push de fan thing to ur listener. But when ur listener is having fan nao n u tell her, it will only let her fan, althought she din said anything to u about her unhappy thing, but i still tiNk tat everything must have sum limit. Tis is wan i tiNk. Jus like sumone who always telling me, Althought LIFE IS UP & DOWN! But U Must look on the bright side.

_______________________________________

有一种爱叫做放手!。

我的无知, 显得你爲我哭泣。

对我, 没有谁对谁错。

但这一次，很明显是我的无知让你悲哀。

現在放開,是爲了很好的忘記.

我是真的累了,想停下來.

不再爲你痛苦!.

笨蛋的我!!

U din noe me well!!.

Did u noe wat the feel when hurt sumone heart??

2007-03-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

Thurs ~ Early in the morning was quite cold cos it's raining heavily. Went for lesson, talk to bao den she said my voice change le =.=". lolx after that around 10 sumthing we'r off. Feel sick and tired nowadays. Was having sore throat, cough and flu. Luckily tomorrow not school can stay at home rest and prepare for next tue DMT test. Sian,, TEST again.. hais.

Wed ~ Went for the 1st lesson, was doing the assignment 2 test. After tat went for SW lesson, was quite tired after runing 4 round. So buy drink le jiu went home.

Sighs.. what a day! haiz.. i din expect that i'll saw some people who i don't wish to see. See le will only let me recall those unhappy things.

Tue ~ Having IT phase test in the early 8am. Hopefully the test was alrite, think can manage to pass it. hehe. After the test wJ & i went to singPost there to have our lunch. In the middle happen some thing.. After that went back to school. And have our lesson around 3 sumthing. Then we went home. haiz Sorry for not replying sms.

Mon ~ Went for the DMT lesson, end around 12 then we went for our lunch, after saying somthing to jesslyn & anna. Bao & me went out to buy bread cause we got around 1hr plus before our test start. HoPefully can pass. !P.

_________________

我是真的累了, 想停下來...
It's time to face the truth i'll never be with you!!
[( IF I can try to bare, U can too!)]

连哭都是我的错??

Cool d0wn mysElf aNd thinK Wisely!

2007-02-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

Update..

lolx.. Finally i'm back to post. haha =).
I'm here to share a sad story..
Enjoy reading =)

一個感人的愛情故事!

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話,或是逗女孩開心.女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.有商店夾公仔機.女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?善良的女孩不忍心.於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情,她心想,一天夾1個娃娃,最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.

因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,女孩都想要衝出去對他說,我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.就這樣1天,2天,3天,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.只是一切都.女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現,只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,而是希望在我有限的時間裡,證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你.女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出.隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,這時已經變成植物人的他,眼睛流下了淚水.

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Sum ppl said NEVER be to emotional in R/S!

LOLx.. LOVE HURT! =)

Hais de day is comin soon =(

HONEST??

Should I??

SIANx

我應該被動或耍賴??

NO WORRIES BE HAPPY!!

失望的微笑

MISSION FAILED!.

我搞不懂, 我们到底怎么了.你让我变得憔悴.

我搞不懂, 我们到底怎么了.

你让我变得憔悴.